HEY!!!! im finally home. at first to tell you the truth i rather not be back cuz i just love being "home". but its not so bad being bak because its nice to see some familiar faces. but me n anna got burned!!!!!! freakin sun, i thinks it was when we're driving bak one of my cheeks are in pain :( but other than that everything is good so far.working possibly next week. met a new frd, n it just puts a smile on my face. i like being the happy Janet. It might be annoying to some people but im liking the phone calls im receiving. it makes me feel that they r thinking about me. hehehe i almost forgot how much i liik being on the phone :) Thank you! .:HUGS:.

"If I knew it was going to be like this I would...."

There's many times where we wish we could have done something differently. Or shouldn't do at all.

If you have one chance to go back in time, what would you have done differently??

Getting older everyday, looking back to the past.
I am such a stubborn child.When I want to do something I would want to do it at that second. I won't think of the pros or cons. When I wanted something, I will go clean the house. Do choirs, and act very nice to my parents. They always know, I must want something or I have a plan in my head. But it never work. What you ask for is not always what you get.

Making money now, save up for stuff I want. Shop for people I love. Some say I'm just materialistic, nobody told me to buy them it. But it's because I love you thats why I think of you. Like my lil baby Jody. I buy her so much and she truely appreicate it. She tells people who bought it for her. I never ask for anything in return, because I just love seeing that smile. I know that I need to work to earn. From work I learn. If you want people to treat you with respect, you need to give them respect first. The past cannot be change. Why regret? Learn from it. Appreciate people around you. If you have something to say, don't wait. It might be the only chance you have.

I wish I had told him how much I appreciate having him in my life. Now, he never know. I miss you so much, I will always love you with all my heart.

If I were to die tomorrow, do you have anything to say to me? 

 

I've been excellent lately. Been here and there. Somedays i stay home and it feels great. Did tons of walking. :) Saw some nice shoes but debating if i should get them or not. LOL not for myself because if it's for me i'll just buy them. But they are for a friend's birthday present. I dont know if we are even friends. Who knows. I'll let god decide what I should do. If I walk by that place again and it's still there...I'll get it. If not then oh well. :)

 

Got more stuff for my suitcase. :) time is passing by fast. I cant wait till i get back but knowing some close friends are gonna leave makes me sad. But i guess it's life. They come and go but true friends stay in touch :) My friends are for life. They are like a part of my family. So you gotta say I got a semi BIG family <3

 

 smile more often. It makes your life more bright. It brings happiness to you.